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jaks3132
Feb. 3rd, 2005
11:55 pm
I'M SO SICK OF FAKE PEOPLE! I AM SERIOUSLY DONE BEING THE NICE GIRL SO IF YOU DONT LIKE ME WELL THEN THAT SUCKS FOR YOU! I JUST HATE HOW EVERYONE IS ALWAYS CRITICIZING ME AND SAYING SHIT ABOUT HOW I'VE CHANGED AND HOW I'M A SPOILED RICH KID. WELL I'M FAR FROM BEING SPOILED AND EVEN FARTHER FROM BEING RICH. AHHHHH I JUST HATE PEOPLE SOMETIMES.
WELL I'VE BEEN REALLY BUSY LATELY. WITH ALL MY CLASSES AND EVERYTHING ELSE I HARDLY HAVE TIME TO SLEEP. WELL I ALSO THINK I HAVE INSOMNIA. SERIOUSLY I CAN'T SLEEP TO SAVE MY LIFE. I'LL LAY IN BED FOR HOURS AND WONT FALL ASLEEP UNTIL LIKE 4 IN THE MORNING, AND I HAVE TO GET UP EARLY EVERY DAY. IT REALLY SUCKS! ANYWAYS, MY AUDIE AND CHRISTINA CAME TO VISIT ME LAST WEEKEND AND WE HAD SO MUCH FUN! PLUS MY SISTER CAME UP AND HER FRIEND TOO SO MY ROOM WAS PACKED WITH PEOPLE! BEFORE AUDRA AND TINA GOT HERE I WENT OVER TO BRAD'S WITH JAMIE AND HER ROOMIES AND DID THE USUAL. I HAD FUN, BUT THEN THE DRAMA HAPPENED WITH JAMIE AND BRAD BUT OH WELL. SO WE ALL CAME BACK HERE AND AUDRA, TINA, AND MYSELF HAD TO BABYSIT THE DRUNKS. JAMIE KEPT CRYING AND TELLING ME HOW MUCH SHE LOVES ME AND HOW I AM HER BEST FRIEND. SHE KEPT HUGGING ME AND KISSING ME. IT WAS REALLY FUNNY BECAUSE EVERYONE WAS CRYING EXCEPT ME. SO THAT WAS FRIDAY NIGHT. TONS OF FUN! OH AND I ALSO WENT TO SUZIE'S DANCE CONCERT....WHICH WAS REALLY GOOD!
NEXT WEEKEND AUDRA, TINA, AND ASHLEY ARE COMING UP TO VISIT ME AGAIN!!!!!! WE ARE GOING TO GHOST RIDERS TO LINE DANCE!!! THERE IS NOTHING BETTER THEN HOT GUYS WITH TIGHT PANTS AND COWBOY HATS!!! I LOVE THEM! SO THAT SHOULD BE FUN, AND THEN WE ARE GONNA PARTY WITH MY NHC GIRLS!!!! I CANT WAIT UNTIL NEXT WEEKEND!
SO LETS TALK ABOUT SCHOOL. MY CLASSES ARE GOING REALLY WELL. I LOVE MY PHYSICAL DISABILITIES AND MENTAL RETARDATION CLASSES. THERE IS JUST SO MUCH INFORMATION AND I JUST REALLY ENJOY LEARNING ABOUT IT ALL. I HAVE TO WRITE A PAPER ON THE NO CHILD LEFT BEHIND ACT, OR AS I CALL IT THE CHILD LEFT BEHIND ACT. I WONT GET INTO IT THOUGH. BUT I'M REALLY EXCITED TO GET INTO THE FIELD AND TEACHING. I'VE BEEN WORKING AT THE SLIPPERY ROCK MIDDLE SCHOOL TUTORING THE KIDS AND IT IS AMAZING. I REALLY LOVE KIDS, AND LOVE WHAT I'M DOING.
THATS ALL I GOT.........
Jan. 23rd, 2005
04:16 pm
Ok so it has been a really really long time since I've even looked at these things.
I have been extremely busy the past 2 weeks with classes and the social aspect of school!!!! I really think I am gonna enjoy this semester a lot more then I did last semester. Just because I really like every single one of my classes. I'm hoping that since I really like them all my grades will be good in all of them. So I have been working hard to make sure that they are.
A couple weeks ago I went home to visit Jodie, because she has been going through a lot lately with school and life in general. I dont wanna get into it all but she is emotionally unstable, just like the rest of my brothers and sister and myself, but we are yet to be diagnosed with anything. So I spent the weekend with her and of course my Ashley!!!! We watched the game together!! "Block that punt, Block that punt!" haha remember that ash?!?!?!?! Anyways so thats about all from back home.
Lately I've been hanging out with my NHC girls!! They are the greatest group of girls I've ever met!!! They are really great girls, and they have been there for me through all this school stuff I've been having problems with and with just about anything. I can honestly say that I've only had about 3-4 people from back home that I can count on. And "had" is the key word. So it is really nice that I get to experience this portion of my life with these girls!!!
Ok so everyone keeps telling me that I have changed, and here is the answer....yes I have changed but for the better. I am still pretty much the same person, but instead of always putting myself last, I am finally putting myself before others (under some circumstances). So the only thing that has changed about me is that I care more for myself then I have in the past!!!
Well the Steelers are playin pretty soon, and I'm gettin pumped. So thats about all I've got. I miss talking to all you guys! Hope everything is going well for everyone!
Jan. 4th, 2005
05:53 pm
I'm sick and I hate it
Well for the past like 5 days I have felt like crap. I've got this achy body, soar throat, horid cough, and pounding headache. I've been taking tons of medicine but nothin is working. The nyquil hasnt even been helpin me sleep at night. I haven't slept at all for the past three nights. But I think it is starting to go away a little. Hopefully.
Well on Monday I hung out with Jen and Anne!!!! It was really great seeing them and catching up on old times. We went to CiCi's Pizza place, it was pretty good I really couldn't taste anything and wasnt that hungry but it was good. After lunch we went back to Anne's and visited the cute little puppy that her sister got for x-mas. The puppy is the cutest little thing that I have ever seen. Then we talked to Mrs. Koenig for a while and then headed over to Jen's and watched a Cinderella Story. Ok i was like, I really dont wanna watch this movie, I'm not a fan of Hillary Duff and Stupid Movies like that but it was kinda good. I really liked the fact that Chad Michael Murray played in it!!! He is so beautiful. Well later that night I went to my brothers basketball game with Christina, they lost, but CJ played well. I really enjoy watching him play in any sport. Hopefully I'll be watchin him next year down in NC!!!!!!!! Well seeing how Christina had to go back to school today, last night was our last night to hang out. So we picked Ashley up and then Audra and headed over to eat n park, like always. We had the weird waiter guy, ask Ashley. Then we went bowling, well Audra, Christina, and Ashley bowled and I watched. I really am terrible at bowling and didnt wanna waste money. But it was fun just watching them. After bowling nobody wanted to go home so we drove around for a while trying to figure out what to do next. Well, of course, we couldn't figure anything out so we went down the rollercoaster hill like 10 times(Maryland). Christina was going 60mph down the hill, it was great!!!! Then we all headed home. It's weird because I've spent all of break with Christina and now I probably wont see her again until Spring Break, because I dont come home on the weekends like everyone else does. So it's sad in a way but I'm excited to go back.
Today I went to lunch with my grandmother and Jamie. First let me tell you that I never talk to my grandmother and I see her maybe once a year. So out of nowhere she calls and says she wants to take us out. I really didnt wanna go at first, but I was thinkin that maybe she would give us some money. So I went, but no money. It was horrible all she did was talk, and I was like will u please just take me home. Being sick came in handy today!!!! Then I came home and finally got some rest. Well thats about it.
Jan. 2nd, 2005
01:32 am
Ok well I haven't updated in a while so here it goes......
I have been working a lot lately because I need money for books next semester. I'm tellin you what people I hate working in the food industry, it really really sucks. I'm lookin for a new job for this summer, skrew Carnivores!!!!!!! Besides working I've been hanging out with Audra, Christina and Ashley just about every night, seriously!!!!! We can never decide what to do but when we do figure it out it always turns out to be so much fun!!!!!! We have seen so many movies its ridiculous. I never go to the movies but this break was different. I saw Meet the Fockers, Spanglish, Closer, Advocater, and we rented this really dumb ass movie Surviving Christmas. Of course, I was the one that picked the movie out. If you want movie reviews read Ashley's journal. Let me get to the good part.....New Years Eve!!!!! I went downtown with Christina, Audra, Christina's sister Heather, and Heathers friends Shea and Carla. I wasnt feelin all that well, I think I'm gettin the flu, but we had a blast!!!! We walked around and listened to the bands and danced and watched the fireworks. After that we went to Heather's friend Dave's house. First let me tell you all that the guys at this place were so freakin beautiful!!!! They are all in thier mid twentys and are the sweetest guys I've ever met. I almost thought it was to good to be true. You know my luck, I find a nice guy and he turns out to be gay. Well after talkin to Dave and watchin him interact and dance, I suspected that he was gay. And wouldn't ya know he was. Oh well he is still a sweatheart. When we got there everyone was already so freakin drunk. These boys had the nicest apartment in ShadySide. I can't tell you when the last time I had so much fun. We sang and danced with these beautiful men. The funniest part was when little innocent Christina started gettin down with her sister and three other guys and it was like the dancin you see in a rap video!!!!!!! Christina's sister Heather is the most outgoing person I have ever met, she is such an awesome girl!!!!! When Audra's and my song came on, 1-2 step, we had to start dancin. Well the guys were really good dancers and very touchy feely, and Audra didnt like that one bit!!!! The one guy Matt was hittin on her all night, but could never remember her name, lol!!! But anyways he like started to put his ass into her and she flipped!!!!! It was the funniest thing ever, I have not laughed so hard in my entire life!!!!! There was this really weird guy there that kept taking pictures of Audra and I and we were really gettin freaked out. I mean like he must have taken over 20 pictures of just the two of us. Well we left the party around 3:30 and headed back into Oakmont. The closer we got the sooner we decided that we needed to make a stop at our local hangout, eat n park!!!!! But just as we are getting on the bridge Mikey P. calls Christina's cell and wanted to wish us a happy new year and he wanted to know if she would give him a ride home because he was drinkin at Fred's house. So we stopped there and picked him up. There were so many people there it was ridiculous. I refused to go in, because I didnt want to see all those people. I did get to witness something very funny, a girl whom we graduated with took a spill right on the concrete!!!! It was very amusing I must say. Anyways so we picked up Mikey and headed to eat n park. We all ordered our waters and christina got her bagel, audra got her zucc and I got my wheat toast. We didnt get back home until a little after 5 and i felt like shit!!!!! I took some nyquil and passed out, but wouldnt ya know that I my mom wakes me up at 8:30 to ask where i was last night, after i told her a million times the night before. Then CJ wakes me up at 9 to tell me that Marty called me and needed me to work tonight. So I did not get much sleep at all and I'm really hurtin. Anyways so I did go into work tonight for a while even though I'm really sick. I told Marty that I was sick but she just wouldn't quit. So hopefully none of you ate Carnivores tonight!!!!! I got home at around 10 then went out with Christina and Audra again. I freakin love those two girls sooooooo much!!!! They got me a 1/2 hour foot and hand message for christmas and a sweater and they gave it to me tonight!!!!! They are the greatest!!!!! Thats about it!!
SEEING HOW EVERYONE ELSE HAS A YEAR IN REVIEW I FIGURED I WOULD ALSO!!!!
Well 2004 wasn't that great of a year, it started out horrible!!!! You all probably know what I'm tallkin about. Let's just say I've lived a really really hard life, and I can honestly say that!!!! But I survied and graduated and got really really close with a lot of people!!!!! Then more bad stuff started to happen. It always seems to lead back to the family. No wonder I like college so much!!!! Na I love my family but sometimes it's just so hard!!! I ask myself sometimes why me? what did i do to deserve this? I've always been a nice and honest and all around good person, I think so why does all the bad stuff happen to me? Well I've only gotten stronger from it so thats a good thing. Sorry to vent but this seriously was a really really tough year for me!!! I hope 2005 will turn out to be better!!!!!!! I'm keepin my fingers crossed.
Dec. 27th, 2004
11:18 am
WELL I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT CHRISTMAS!!!!
MY WEEKEND WAS A GIANT BUST FOR THE VERY BEGINNING. ON CHRISTMAS EVE I HAD TO WORK FROM 8-5:30. THEN AFTER WORK I CAME HOME AND GOT A SHOWER AND DID THE WHOLE FAMILY THING WITH MY DADS SIDE. OK LET ME SAY THIS, THE ONLY TIME I EVER SEE MY GRANDPARENTS IS CHRISTMAS EVE. THEY NEVER CALL OR VISIT SO I REALLY DONT CARE MUCH FOR THEM. WELL JUST SEEING THEM AND PRETENDING LIKE WE ARE THIS BIG HAPPY FAMILY DRIVES ME CRAZY. THEN I REALLY GOT MAD BECAUSE THEY WERE JUST SAYING SOME RIDICULOUS THINGS. THE WORST PART ABOUT IT WAS THAT MY SISTER WAS SAYING THINGS THAT WERE REALLY HURTFUL TO ME. THE ONE PERSON I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON ALMOST HAD ME IN TEARS. I WAS SO MAD AT HER, AND DIDNT TALK TO HER THE ENITRE NIGHT. WELL AFTER THAT LITTLE EPISODE I ALMOST WALKED OUT, BUT MY AUNT LISA TALKED ME INTO STAYING BUT I SAT IN THE DEN BY MYSELF FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT. AFTER WE ALL LEFT WE HAD TO GO TO MY DADS TO OPEN GIFTS. WELL I WAS ALL UPSET AND DIDNT WANT TO GO BUT OF COURSE I HAD TO. SO AS MY ENTIRE FAMILY IS PLAYING TEXAS HOLD EM' IN MY DADS DINING ROOM I SAT IN THE LIVING ROOM BY MYSELF AND WATCHED ELF. AROUND 4 IN THE MORNING WE ALL CAME HOME AND SLEPT.
CHRISTMAS DAY WAS NOTHIN GREAT EITHER, I UNDERSTAND THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS. I SLEPT WHILE MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS OPENED THEIR GIFTS. WHEN I GOT UP THEY WERE ALL DONE AND WE HAD TO GO HAVE BREAKFAST WITH MY DAD. AFTER BREAKFAST I CAME HOME AND GOT IN THE SHOWER BECAUSE I HAD TO BE AT WORK AT 2. YES, CARNIVORES IS OPEN ON CHRISTMAS DAY!!!! IT IS CRAZY BECAUSE I DONT EVEN GET PAID TIME HALF FOR BEING THERE. I HAVE WORKED THE LAST 4 CHRISTMASES. IT WAS HORRIBLE I DIDNT GET TO LEAVE UNTIL 10. THE SAD PART ABOUT IT IS THAT THERE WERE ACTUALLY A GOOD DEAL OF PEOPLE THERE DRINKING THEIR LIVES AWAY. AFTER WORK I CAME HOME AND JUST HUNG OUT, AND MY AUNT LISA CALLED ME AND ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO GO TO THE STEELER GAME!!!! SO I WAS SO EXCITED SO I JUST WATCHED A MOVIE AND WENT TO BED.
OK I GOT UP SUNDAY AND GOT ALL MY STEELER GEAR ON. I WAS SO FREAKIN EXCITED!!!! WHAT A GAME TO GO TO, PITTSBURGH VS. BALTIMORE!!!! WELL WE GOT THEIR PRETTY EARLY AND IT WAS CRAZY!!!! THE THIRD LARGEST CROWD HYNES FIELD HISTORY. WE HAVE THE BEST FANS IN THE ENTIRE NFL. IT WAS A COLD ONE IN PITTSBURGH BUT THAT IS WHAT FOOTBALL WEATHER IS SUPPOSED TO BE. I HAD A BLAST. MY SEATS WERE GREAT AND IT WAS JUST AN ALL AROUND GREAT GAME. THE BEST PART WAS THE FACT THAT RAY LEWIS WAS ONLY ANNOUNCED ONCE THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE GAME. HE DIDNT DO ANY OF THOSE LITTLE DANCES OF HIS. BIG BEN GOT HURT BUT MY BOY IS STRONG AND HE WILL BE BACK FOR THE PLAYOFFS. AFTER THE GAME I WENT TO SEE MEET THE FOCKERS WITH ASHLEY AND CHRISTINA. IT WAS A REALLY FUNNY MOVIE A RECOMMEND YOU ALL GO SEE IT.
K THATS IT.
Dec. 23rd, 2004
02:59 pm
WELL I HAVE BEEN HOME FOR ALMOST A WEEK AND I AM READY TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!! THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH YOU CAN DO HERE IN OAKMONT, AND ONLY SO MANY PEOPLE YOU CAN SEE......AND I'VE CONQUERED JUST ABOUT BOTH!!!!! I MISS MY GIRLS BACK UP IN SRU!!!!! I CANT BELIEVE AN ENTIRE SEMESTER HAS PASSED ALREADY. THAT IS WILD, IT SEEMS LIKE WE JUST GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL!!! WHICH I SAID I WOULD NEVER GO BACK, BUT WOULDN'T YA KNOW PVB CALLED ME ON MONDAY MORNING, AND SAID THAT IT WAS IMPORTANT THAT I STOP DOWN THAT DAY, SHE REALLY HAD TO TALK TO ME. SO I WENT DOWN, AND TRIED TO KEEP QUIET SO I DIDNT HAVE TO SEE OR TALK TO ANYONE. WELL THAT DIDNT GO TO WELL. ANNE WAS DOWN THERE VISITING ALSO SO I SAW HER. WELL PVB AND I HAD A LONG TALK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED WITH MY HOUSE, AND THEN I DECIDED THAT I WAS GONNA SNEAK DOWN AND VISIT AM HOLOT!!! YOU CANT GO TO RIVERVIEW AND NOT VISIT HOLOT. SHE HAD JUST HAD A MEETING WITH ONE OF HER STUDENTS PARENTS, SO SHE WAS PRETTY PISSED!!! LOL I FREAKIN LOVE HER!!! THEN I TRIED SNEAKING OUT OF THE SCHOOL AND RAN INTO MR. BIEHAL, MR. CARLIN (WHICH WAS NICE), MRS. MADDEN, MRS. SCHMITT, MS. SMITH.....I MEAN I WAS TRYIN TO STAY LOW-KEY BUT IT JUST DIDNT HAPPEN AND THE BEST WAS THAT WE HAVE ONLY BEEN GONE FOR A COUPLE MONTHS AND MR. K CALLED ME JODIE!!!! LOL TIMES HAVE NOT CHANGED.
WELL I HAVE JUST BEEN WORKING A LOT LATELY. BACK AT OL' CARNIVORES!! GOTTA LOVE COOKIN FOR OLD NASTY DRUNK MEN!!! WELL THERE ARE SOME REALLY GREAT PEOPLE DOWN THERE, AND I REALLY DID MISS THEM. SO IT WAS NICE GOING BACK, BUT I'M SICK OF IT ALREADY. BUT I GOTTA PAY FOR BOOKS.
I ALSO THINK IT IS RATHER HUMEROUS THAT WE HAVE ONLY BEEN BACK IN TOWN FOR A LITTLE OVER A WEEK, AND SOMEHOW 3 PEOPLE FROM OUR SENIOR CLASS MANAGED TO MAKE HEADLINES IN THE ADVANCED LEADER!!! BEING AT COLLEGE I FORGOT HOW GAY THIS DAMN COMMUNITY IS WITH THAT SHIT. LIKE WHO THE HELL CARES WHO GOT IN TROUBLE. I NEVER REALLY UNDERSTOOD THE POLICE LOG IN THE ADVANCED LEADER. IT IS NOBODY'S BUSINESS WHAT AND WHO IS FACED OR CHARGED WITH A CRIME. I HATE HOW EVERYONE IN THIS TOWN KNOWS EVERYONES BUSINESS. ANYWAY I KEEP FORGETTING THAT YOU HAVE TO BE 21 TO DRINK LEGALLY. THAT SEEMS TO SLIP YOUR MIND WHEN YOU ARE AT COLLEGE, BECAUSE EVERYONE IS DOING IT. LIKE SERIOUSLY WHEN I READ THE AV I WAS LIKE WHY ARE THEY BEING CHARGED WITH UNDERAGE DRINKING, THEY ARENT UNDERAGE THEN I REMEMBERED....LOL!! OK SO I'M A DUMB ASS BUT SERIOUSLY THAT IS SO GAY!!!! I HOPE THEY AREN'T IN TOO MUCH TROUBLE.
WELL I'M GONNA GET A SHOWER AND DO A LITTLE LAST MINUTE SHOPPING. TO ALL YOU GIRLS HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! I MISS YA GUYS AND WANNA SEE YA ALL SO WE GOTTA HANG OUT!!! SORRY I MISSED BOWLING NIGHT I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO GO!!
Dec. 20th, 2004
11:16 pm
WOW HAS IT BEEN A WHILE.........
OK SO HERE IS THE SCOOP, FINALS SUCKED ASS FOR THE MOST PART! EXCEPT HISTORY, I KICKED ASS ON HISTORY. MY ESSAY WAS 8 PAGES LONG!!!!! IT WAS GREAT I WAS SO FREAKIN EXCITED!!!! SO I GOT HOME ON FRIDAY!!!! WHICH WAS VERY EXCITING!
ANYWAY FRIDAY NIGHT MY HOUSE ALMOST BURNT DOWN PEOPLE! IF CJ HADN'T COME HOME WHEN HE DID THEN IT WOULD HAVE BEEN GONE. NOW LET ME TELL U THERE WERE NO FLAMES BUT TONS OF SMOKE. OUR FERNACE WAS OLD AND NEEDED REPLACED BUT WE OBVIOUSLY DIDNT KNOW THAT SO IT ALMOST CAUGHT FIRE. THERE WERE FIRE TRUCKS, POLICE, AMBULANC, THE WHOLE DEAL!! MY MOM HAD A BAD ANXIETY ATTACK AND HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL AND THEY GAVE HER ALL THESE DRUGS AND SHE DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHO SHE WAS!!!! LOL, SHE IS BETTER NOW!! WELL SO FRIDAY NIGHT MY HOUSE WAS FREEZING BECAUSE WE HAD NO HEAT DUE TO THE FURNACE, SO WE ALL STAYED AT DIFFERENT PEOPLES HOUSES. ASHLEY TOOK CARE OF ME AND MY MOTHER. I WAS NOT FEELIN TO GREAT FOR REASONS IM NOT GOING TO SAY, AND ASHLEY PLEASE DONT EITHER. LOL, THANKS ASHY FOR TAKIN CARE OF ME!!!! WELL SO MY HOUSE WAS FREEZING ALL WEEKEND, BUT TODAY WE GOT THE FURNACE FIXED!!!!
SO OTHER THEN THAT I WENT OUT WITH AUDRA SATURDAY NIGHT AND WE SAW SPANGLISH!!! IT WAS A GOOD MOVIE IN SOME SENSE AND IT WAS BAD IN ANOTHER. IT HAD ITS UPS AND DOWNS!!! IT WAS JUST NICE SEEIN HER!!!! THEN YESTERDAY CHRISTINA, AUDRA, ASHLEY, DINGER AND I HAD AN EAT N PARK NIGHT. WE SAID THAT WE WERE JUST GOING TO STAY FOR A WHILE BECAUSE CHRISTINA AND ASHLEY HAD TO GET UP EARLY, BUT ITS EASIER SAID THEN DONE!!! LOL!!!
WELL THATS ABOUT IT I'LL SEE YA ALL SOON!!!!
Dec. 10th, 2004
11:17 pm
OK SO IT HAS BEEN A REALLY LONG TIME PEOPLE.
WOW HAVE I BEEN HAVING A REALLY REALLY ROUGH TIME WITH THINGS. I AM SO NERVOUS FOR FINALS IT IS RIDICULOUS! MY FINALS ARE ALL A HUGE PERCENTAGE OF MY FINAL GRADE. IF I DO POORLY ON ONE THEN I WILL BE IN DEEP DOOODOO. I COULD EVEN LOSE THIS SCHOLARSHIP. AND ALL OF YOU WHO KEEP TELLING ME THAT I AM NOT GONNA LOSE IT WELL STOP BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH PRESSURE THIS IS. IF ONLY YOU KNEW WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH. I CAN'T SLEEP I'M SO NERVOUS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL DO IF I LOSE THIS SCHOLARSHIP. I JUST CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. I AM SUCH A PERTAMISTIC PERSON SO I JUST KEEP THINKIN OF THE BAD THINGS THAT WILL HAPPEN. LET ME JUST WARN YOU ALL THAT IF I DO MESS UP ON A FINAL AND LOSE IT THEN I WILL SPEND THE ENTIRE BREAK MISERABLE. I JUST KNOW I WILL! AND THE WORST ABOUT IT ALL IS THAT I AM DOING REALLY WELL IN ALL MY CLASSES, BUT I WAS NEVER A REAL GREAT TEST TAKER, AND EVEN A C WOULD DESTROY ME ON A FINAL. SO I AM JUST SO AFRAID!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN STUDYING MY ASS OFF FOR THE PAST 2 WEEKS, BUT I'M STILL NOT CONFIDENT WITH MYSELF. HOPEFULLY I AM JUST BLOWING THIS ENTIRE THING OUT OF PROPORTION, BUT YOU NEVER KNOW. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I AM SO NERVOUS!
WELL SINCE I HAVE BEEN STUDYIN SINCE FOREVER SUZIE DECIDED TO TAKE ME OUT TONIGHT AND WE WENT TO THE OUTLETS TO SHOP!!!! LET ME JUST TELL YOU ALL, SHE IS THE GREATEST GIRL EVER! SHE IS ONE OF MY SISTERS ROOMMATES AND SHE IS SUCH A SWEETHEART! I THINK THE REASON WHY I LIKE HANGING OUT WITH HER SO MUCH IS BECAUSE WE ARE SO MUCH ALIKE. SHE REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF MYSELF, ITS CRAZY! I REALLY LOVE ALL OF JAMIE'S ROOMMATES! THEY ALL DID A GRAB BAG THINGY FOR CHRISTMAS AND INVITED ME TO BE IN IT, AND THEY ALL GOT ME THE NEW RASCAL FLATTS CD!!!!!!!!! BOY OH BOY DO I LOVE THOSE GUYS! NOTHING MAKES ME HAPPIER THEN LISTENING TO MY COUNTRY BOYS!!!! THEN WE HAD A BIG PARTY AND JUST HUNG OUT! THEY ARE SUCH KICK ASS GIRLS! I AM SO GLAD THAT THEY ARE HERE, AND THAT MY SISTER IS HERE. SHE HAS HELPED ME SO MUCH THESE PAST TWO WEEKS. THE THING I LIKE ABOUT THE WHOLE SITUATION WITH THE TWO OF US BEING UP HERE IS THAT I ONLY SEE HER WHEN I HAVE TO. LIKE WHEN I NEED HER SHE IS ALWAYS HERE. THEN WHEN I JUST WANNA BE ALONE OR DO THINGS WITH THE GIRLS SHE HAS HER OWN THINGS TO DO. IT IS NICE BECAUSE WE HARDLY EVER SEE EACHOTHER, BUT I KNOW SHE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WHEN I NEED HER. WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN REALLY CLOSE, BUT I FEEL THAT WE HAVE GOTTEN EVEN CLOSER THESE PAST FOUR MONTHS. I REALLY LOVE THE GIRL SO MUCH!!!!!! SHE HAS JUST BEEN SO SUPPORTIVE OF ME, AND IS ALWAYS STANDING BESIDE ME THROUGH EVERYTHING! I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT HER. SHE IS NOT ONLY MY SISTER BUT ALSO MY BEST FRIEND!!!!!
I HAVE ALSO GOTTEN A LOT CLOSER TO THE GIRLS ON MY FLOOR. THEY ARE SUCH PRISSY GIRLS, COMPLETLY NOT ME, BUT THEY REALLY MAKE ME LAUGH. THE THING WITH THEM IS THAT I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON THEM IF I NEED A GOOD LAUGH OR JUST WANNA HANG OUT AND HAVE FUN! I REALLY REALLY LIKE IT UP HERE, AND DON'T WANNA LEAVE ALL THESE PEOPLE FOR AN ENTIRE MONTH. WHY GO HOME TO NOTHING WHEN I HAVE SO MUCH MORE HERE. I JUST HOPE THAT I CAN CONTINUE ON WITHOUT THE WORRIES OF NOT HAVING THE MONEY TO PAY FOR COLLEGE. THAT IS WHY THIS SCHOLARSHIP IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME!
WELL THAT ABOUT ENOUGH.....IVE REALLY GOTTA HIT THE BOOKS. IVE ONLY GOT TWO MORE DAYS LEFT UNTIL JUDGEMENT DAY!
Nov. 22nd, 2004
12:08 pm
. What does the name say on your birth certificate? JACQUELYN MARIE PETERS
II. What is the name that all your friends call you by? JACKIE, JACK, JACKS, JACKERS, DUMB ASS
III. What day of the year do you blow out the candles? AUGUST 16TH
IV. Which country authorized your passport? NA
V. What are you Zodiac and Chinese signs? LEO; AND I FORGET CHINESE
VI. In terms of politics, do you sit on the right or the left? LEFT
VII. Look in the mirror, the color of your hair is? BROWN
VIII. Look in the mirror one more time, what color are your eyes? HAZEL
IX. Hop on the weighing scales! How far did the number jump past 0? FIND ME ONE GIRL WHO IS GONNA PUT THIS IN HERE.
X. Stand up straight! How high up is the top of your head from the ground? 5'3 5'4 DONT REALLY KNOW
<> Home Sweet Home <>
I. Who are all those other people living in your house? MOM, 2 BROTHERS, SISTER (SOMETIMES)
II. Do you get along with mom or dad better? UM BOTH
III. What do your parents friends call them? MY MOM IS JUST WENDIE AND MY DAD IS PETE
IV. Any siblings living outside the house? UM IF U COUNT JAMIE
V. What's the name of the place you live in currently? OAKMONT, PA
VI. You love it there, dont you? Why/why not? UM NOT REALLY; ITS THE PAST AND I'M NOW LOOKING TO THE FUTURE....SO
VII. If you could live absolutely anywhere on the Earth, what locale would
you choose? UM I WOULD LOVE TO LIVE IN AFRICA SOMEDAY
VIII. Out of all those blood related, immediate or other, which single person
would you list as your favorite? PROBABLY JAMIE OR CJ
IX. Who is one you wish you didnt share blood with? AS MUCH AS I DISLIKE MANY PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY I COULD NEVER ANSWER THIS QUESTION.
X. Overall, you like moms side of the family more, or dads? I LIKE BOTH THE SAME
<> Knowledge Is Power <>
I. First things first, private or public school? PUBLIC
II. What's its name? mascot? colors? school? RIVERVIEW RAIDER BLACK AND GOLD
III. What is/are the class(es) you can't wait to get to? I LOVE MY SPECIAL ED CLASSES SO I'M EXCITED TO TAKE MORE.
IV. How about the class you consider bedtime? US HISTORY 1825-1900
V. The name(s) of your favorite teachers: I HAVE LOTS
VI. The name(s) of the teacher that puts you to sleep: US HISTORY PROFESSOR DR. LEVY
VII. Are you an English/Art, or a Math/Science person? WELL IM AN ENGLISH BUT NOT ART AND DEF NOT SCIENCE AND MATH
VIII. What sports do/have you played: VOLLEYBALL, BASKETBALL, SOFTBALL
IX. When the teacher checks the homework, do you usually get a "0" or a
"100"? 100
X. If you could change one thing about your school, what would it be? UM FOR MORE PEOPLE TO STAY UP HERE ON THE WEEKENDS. EVERYONE IS ALWAYS GOING HOME.
<> Confidentiality & Beliefs <>
I. What's your worst fear? Have you ever experience this fear? UM PROBABLY BEING ALONE FOREVER; IM CURRENTLY ALONE RIGHT NOW.
II. Have you ever acted troubled, just to get attention? SURE
III. Do you believe in God? Jesus? Satan? Heaven? Purgatory? YES
IV. Do you have a secret that you'll take to the grave with you? NOPE THERE IS NO POINT
V. Have you ever told somebody you loved them, when secretly you didnt at
all? NO
VI. (Friends, Religion, Politics, Family, Education, & Relationships)
Organize the previous six in order of your personal preference in life: 1. FAMILY 2. FRIENDS 3. EDUCATION 4. RELATIONSHIPS 5. POLITICS 6. RELIGION
VII. If you could change one thing about your physical looks, what would it
be? MY SMILE
VIII. If you could change one thing about your personality, what would it be? I WOULDNT CHANGE A THING YOUR PERSONALITY IS WHAT MAKES YOU WHO YOU ARE.
IX. Have you ever cried in front of someone, and felt ashamed of it? NO
X. Have you ever done drugs? Are you on drugs? NOPE
<> The Hills Are Alive With The Sound of Music <>
I. If you had to pick, what's your favorite song of the moment? COME HOME SOON
II. Do you get most of your music from the internet, or from the store? ASHLEY
III. Even though you can download music, do you still buy cds just because of
the cd-case, CD itself, booklet, or just general authenticity? YES
IV. What lone genre of music do you prefer above all? COUNTRY
V. What genre of music would you never be caught dead with? PUNK ROCK
<> The Small & Silver Screens <>
I. What's your favorite movie? THE GREEN MILE
II. Generally, what genre of movies do you jump at the opportunity to see? DEPENDS ON MY MOOD
III. Who is the actress/actor you most admire? MATHEW MCCOUGHNEY OR TOM HANKS AND UMA THERMON OR JENNIFER ANISTAN
IV. Do you cry during/after certain movies? SOMETIMES
V. What time of day do you prefer to see movies at (morning, noon, or night): NIGHT
VI. What tv show would you never miss? WELL IT USED TO BE FRIENDS
VII. What is it you like about it so much? EVERYTHING
VIII. Whats the one tv show you can't stand? I HATE LIKE SURVIVOR AND FEAR FACTOR SHOWS
IX. Do you think you sped more time watching the television or using the
computer? COMPUTER
X. Do you personally think that you spend too much time watching tv? NOPE I DONT HAVE ANY TIME TO WATCH TV
<> Bon Appetite <>
I. Whats your favorite meal? ANYTHING CHICKEN; NO MEXICAN THOUGH
II. How about your favorite desert? I LOVE ORANGE SHERBERT
III. When only a kid, did you eat your vegetables? YEP
IV. Do you still eat vegetables? YEP
V. Are you a pore, average, or excellent cook? I WOULD SAY IM PRETTY GOOD AT COOKING I HAVE BEEN DOING IT FOR THE PAST 9 YEARS OF MY LIFE MAYBE 10
VI. What type of food do you perfer? ITALIAN
VII. Salt or pepper? PEPPER
VIII. ketchup or mustard? KETCHUP
IX. Do you prefer going out to breakfast, lunch, or dinner? DINNER
X. Do you eat to live or live to eat? EAT TO LIVE
<> All's Fair In Love and War <>
I. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? CRUSH
II. Are you in love? I COULD POSSIBLY NOT SURE THOUGH
III. Do you find most of the time you dislike the people that like you and
vice versa? UM WELL THIS IS HOW IT WORKS FOR ME; I START TO LIKE A GUY AND THEN FIND OUT HE IS GAY.
IV. In terms of relationships, are you loving or manipulative? LOVING
V. Do you live to love? or would you rather love to live? LIVE TO LOVE
VI. Do you believe that sex should come before or after marriage? TOUCHY SUBJECT; AFTER
VII. Do you plan to marry, if so at what age? YES; WHENEVER THE TIME IS RIGHT
VIII. Do plan to have children, if so how many? OH YEAH; I WANT 5 KIDS
IX. Are your parents married or divorced? SEPERATED
X. Do you want to have a big, spactacular wedding with everyone you know
invited or a small, traditional, get-together with family and close-freinds
wedding? WHATEVER AS LONG AS IM WITH THE RIGHT PERSON.
Nov. 10th, 2004
07:08 pm
WOW HAS IT BEEN A WHILE............
WELL MY COMPUTER IS STILL BROKEN. EVERYTIME I SIGN ON IT SIGNS ME OFF, AND RANDOMLY JUST TURNS OFF. OH WELL I AM GONNA GET A KNEW ONE AFTER THIS SEMESTER.
EVEN THOUGH I HAVENT BEEN WRITING I HAVE BEEN READING EVERYONES LJ'S. THERE IS SOME PRETTY STEAMY STUFF IN THOSE BABY'S, ESPECIALLY ON ELECTION DAY. HAHA! I REALLY LOVE TO HEAR POLITICAL ARGUMENTS MORE THEN ANYTHING. AS LONG AS IT DOESNT GET IN THE WAY OF FRIENDSHIP. LIKE IT IS COOL WHEN PEOPLE CAN HAVE THEIR DIFFERENCES BUT STILL BE ABLE TO LOOK PAST THOSE DIFFERENCES AND REMAIN FRIENDS. I WOULD GO INTO MY POLITICAL VIEWS WITH ALL OF YOU, BUT SERIOUSLY I AM TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT IT IN A SENSE. THE ONLY TIME I ENJOY HEARING ABOUT IT IS WHEN ASHLEY IS ON A RAMPAGE. HAHA. I FEEL THAT OK, BUSH WON SO NOW HE HAS TO PROVE TO EVERY AMERICAN, ESPECIALLY EVERY DEMOCRAT THAT HE WAS THE BETTER CANDIDATE AND THAT HE WILL MAKE THIS COUNTRY A BETTER PLACE. ALL THOSE PROMISES THAT HE MADE, I HAVENT FORGOT, AND LETS SEE IF HE CAN KEEP THEM. IF NOT THEN ALL OF US DEMOCRATS CAN THEN SAY THAT THE REASON, IF THIS MAY BE AFTER HIS NEXT FOUR YEARS, THE ECONOMY IS BAD OR HEALTH CARE IS HIGH, OR JOBS ARE LOST IS BECAUSE OF POOR LEADERSHIP. UNTIL THEN I WILL SAY NO MORE. AT LEAST NOT IN MY LJ'S.
NOTHIN NEW HAS BEEN GOING ON WITH ME. I LIVE A PRETTY ROUTINE DAY......WAKE UP, CLASS AND SOME MORE CLASS, POSSIBLY LUNCH, MORE CLASS, THEN A LIL NAP SOMETIMES, DINNER, HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK, A LIL TALKIN, SOMEDAYS A FEW MEETINGS OR SERVICE FALL INTO THE SCHEDULE, THEN SOMETIMES A GOOD MOVIE TO END THE NIGHT. WHO THE HELL AM I KIDDIN? THE NIGHT NEVER ENDS FOR ME. I SERIOUSLY DONT GO TO BED UNTIL AT LEAST 2 IN THE MORNING. I CANT SLEEP PEOPLE. IT IS FUNNY BECAUSE THE ONLY PERSON WHO IS EVER ONLINE AT 2 IN THE MORNING, BESIDES ME, IS DINGER, AND SOMETIMES ASHLEY. I NEED TO GET SOME SLEEPIN PILLS. OH WELL I HAVE GOTTEN USED TO IT NOW.
I MISS EVERYONE VERY VERY MUCH AND I AM SOOO EXCITED FOR BREAK. WELL I'M KINDA EXCITED. I WANNA SEE EVERYONE BUT I DONT WANNA LEAVE HERE. I REALLY LIKE IT UP HERE. WELL I THINK I JUST LIKE BEING ON MY OWN. AND SURPRISINGLY I REALLY LOVE MY BED UP HERE....IT IS SOOO COMFORTABLE.
HEY I SENT EMAILS OUT TONIGHT ABOUT SENIOR CLASS INFO. HEIDI, ASHLEY, AND TESSA I DIDNT HAVE YOUR EMAILS SO COULD YOU PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT THEY ARE THANKS GIRLS. AND HEIDI CAN YOU GIVE ME HEATHERS ALSO? THANKS. SO EVERYONE CHECK YOUR EMAILS AND TELL EVERYONE ELSE TO CHECK THEM AS WELL. ASH I DONT KNOW WHY BUT YOUR JUST KEPT COMING BACK, IT WOULD NOT LET ME SEND IT TO YOU. SO I THINK I MAY HAVE DONE SOMTHIN WRONG. OH WELL I'LL FIGURE IT OUT.
WELL I HAVE A BIG BIG PRESENTATION COMING UP IN MY COLLEGE WRITING CLASS. ITS ON JANET MALCOLM AND HER VIEWS ABOUT FREUD'S ESSAY ON "DORA" THATS ALL WE TALK ABOUT IN MY COLLEGE WRITING CLASS IS FREUD, ITS CRAZY. I LIKE IT BECAUSE WHEN WE ARE WRITING RESPONSE PAPERS IT IS NOT YOUR TYPICAL PAPER, LIKE NAME A BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT IN YOUR LIFE, IT IS LIKE WHY DOES FREUD THINK MEN LIKE THEIR MOTHERS. YOU ALL KNOW HOW FREUD'S MIND WORKS. HE IS ONE SICK HUMAN, BUT HEY OH WELL.
SO THATS ABOUT IT......HOPEFULLY I WILL TALK OR EVEN SEE YOU ALL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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